when i saw those letters on the computer screen,
my mind when completely blank..
and my heart started beating very quickly..
my immediate response was "OH SHIT!"
my worst nightmare appeared right in front of me..
i expected it to be bad, but not that bad!
the last time i saw those results were in Form 4..
don't ask what i got for trials.. =(((((((
i am just too shocked, frightened and embarrassed ok..
my heart shattered to a million pieces..
it's like my whole world came tumbling down..
i didn't dare to shed a tear..
just in case my swollen eyes and nose give the hint..
let alone say a word to my parents!
i could picture the disappointment in their faces..
if they ever find out about my results..
it would be an extreme havoc!
so now i am just waiting for the snail mail to arrive..
anyway, please don't say a word to them!
i accept the reality and i know i didn't put my best..
so the feng shui is true, luck is not by my side this year..
i guess i have to work extra hard from now!
a few pounds have been gained..
due to daily consumption of chocolates since March..
more was taken in by me since i saw those letters..
somehow i feel more comfortable after that..
chocolates are like some anti-depressant to me!
Tai Sui ah Tai Sui.. just spare me this time ok?
back in 2004, my trials result suck to the max too..
but i shined in the final hurdle..
i only have a month to improve my grades..
i can repeat history and i will..
MENG YEAN, FIGHTING!!!
Thursday, April 17, 2008
depressed T__T
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
outing to 1U..
i finally went for an outing this holiday..
with my closest CHS buddy, Chiew Yi.. =)
since i have never parked at a shopping mall's car park..
i went to her place to fetch her..
the last time i went there was like 3 years ago?
and mind you, it's like twice the distance to 1U from here!
but what to do? need her company.. just in case.. =P
due to time constrain, we did nothing much..
just had lunch at Chili's.. and my god their portion is huge!
i belanja Chiew Yi la, as her belated birthday gift..
walao, it's the most i ever spent for a meal..
as in with money forked out of my pocket.. T.T
but never mind la, once in years should be ok de.. haha..
oh my god, i didn't know she was into Japanese stuff..
especially whatever anime she talked about!
Chiew Yi thinks that some Anime characters are H.O.T!
exactly like Swee Yin but with smaller collections..
seriously, i really can't believe it lor..
her explanation is that they are perfect in their way..
but then, they do not exist in real life form!
how to love them? i don't understand la..
she thinks the hottest real life guy she ever came across..
is Hero Jae Joong from TVXQ.. he's too pretty la!
but at least she agrees that Wu Chun is H.O.T.!! =)))
ooh, i saw Suki.. do you know her?
the winner from One In A Million Season 1..
and i saw Beng Kang and Nanzi too..
10 seconds apart! hehe..
anyway, we went to watch Street Kings..
although it's 18PL, i just tried my luck la..
bought the tickets and got student price without questions..
*phew* i told you for my height and size sure ok! haha..
it was actually my suggestion to watch this movie..
the only things i knew about this movie were..
Keanu Reeves is in it, there's guns and killings.. that's all!
i know i am a few months short of 18..
but how can i not to watch Keanu Reeves in action? XD
it was only an hour after the very filling lunch,
but my stomach got hungry again.. =.=
my popcorn was finished before the movie started!
and only few minutes through the movie..
i finally understood why this is an 18PL movie..
the characters uttered lines after lines of foul languages!
and they were very violent la..
i was disgusted, cos that was my very first time.. =(
basically the whole movie is about corruption..
some of you may think it's nonsense yet crooked but..
it gives you an idea of power hungry officials..
they will do anything to get their butt right to the top!
there was nothing but bad times ahead..
with more blood splashed, smeared and splattered..
mixed in with racist insults, belittling women and
a lot of manly shouting with foul languages yet again..
you should see how they bash up each other.. *ouch*
i was wondering where i saw the other H.O.T. guy..he's Johnny Storm / Human Torch in The Fantastic Four
this movie is only recommended IF..
you like action movie, foul languages, painful wrestles,
killings, Keanu Reeves or Chris Evans..
or else don't bother watching if you are under 18! *peace*
Monday, April 14, 2008
waiting..
i am currently sitting in The Web..
right in front of a computer typing this.. duh~
or else you won't be reading this! =P
ok, you must be wondering..
why am i in college campus during holidays?
it's quite simple la.. to stalk people! haha..
you think i am that crazy meh?
i have plenty of better things to do la.. do i? *wonders*
just for your info, i don't stalk people ALONE..
i definitely need a parter-in-crime.. hehe..
i really do have potential partners-in-crime..
but i won't name them.. just in case kena whacked!
well, back to the serious stuff..
i am actually waiting for time to fly pass..
so that i can go for my tuition in half an hour..
and yes, i still go for tuition.. and it'll be the last one..
unless there's tuition for university courses..
but i doubt it.. =.=""
everyone knows i am lazy so i need people to push me!
due to a long week of study-free break,
my mind is now completely blank..
my syllabuses are now stuffed in some corner of my brain,
so obviously i need some help to find them back..
before i return to college as the most blur sotong!
I MUST START STUDYING!!!
but let me finish my weekly drama series today..
i watch 1 episode of 2 Taiwanese series each week.. =P
just now, i went to IDP to enquire about ISAT results..
and they say they have no knowledge about it..
cos they are not in-charge of it.. *ish ish ish*
so i have to e-mail ISAT.. it has been 3 weeks alright!
hopefully my results are up-to-par.. *cross fingers*
anyway, gotta get going.. see ya!
Saturday, April 12, 2008
new blog skin!
how do you like my new skin?
i spent 4 tedious hours editing the codecs ok?
so hopefully your comments are positive ones..=)
i forgot to save the the codecs twice..
and so *poof* all my hard work was gone..
i had to redo again.. T___T
anyway, why the alignment so out one?
it was ok in the preview!
and does anyone know how to CAPS LOCK my titles?
i want my blog titles and dates to appear on the top..
and a black line right below it..
i would really appreciate your help..=)
Friday, April 11, 2008
Fahrenheit and Super Junior M!!!
Super Junior M and Fahrenheit!!!!!
H.O.T.ness all in one picture!!
i even linked them on my sidebar before seeing this!!!
i am not exaggerating ok..
that really was my first impression.. XD
look at Chun and Si Won.. i like them best!! >.< Shi Wen!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!
but how could you???
i can't sleep already la.. i will go do my maths! =P
Thursday, April 10, 2008
driving alone
*pinch yourself then pinch me*
guess what???
for the first time for my entire life..
i drove a car ALONE on a busy road today!!!
no mummy or daddy sitting next to me!
i believe it meant i passed the "parent trap" test..
it's time for celebration!! woo hoo~ oh yeah~ XD
wait, it's quite a happy achievement..
but nothing to celebrate la..
cos it meant it's time to be a driver! T___T
so far i have always been driving my brothers..
where to? tuition and school lor..
i didn't even drive myself to places i want to go..
but i will.. very soon! hehe..
before that, i need to improve my parking first la..
especially backwards parking.. *peace*
ISAT ah ISAT.. when can i get my results? *wonders*
oh btw, my parents said my cooking improved! =)))
not that i enjoy cooking or anything..
it's just good to know that i won't die of hunger.. lol..
and after reading the introduction in Shi Wen's blog..
i think i wanna be a fan of Super Junior M..
which stands for "Super Junior Mandarin"..
they have 7 members, 4 Koreans and 3 Chinese..
they debuted in China on her birthday too..=)
get to know them by clicking on their website!
presenting their debut MV - "U" .. do enjoy!
their Chinese got slang one! so cute!! XD
just in case you can't recognise them..
like me yesterday.. *paiseh*
i shall name them 1 by 1 based on their singing order!
1. Si Won - he's the hottest! XD
2. Han Kyung - i can recognise him la!
3. Kyu Hyun - white long sleeve with vest..
4. Ryeo Wook - with "liu hai" hair..
5. Zhou Mi - long nose, 1st rapper..
6. Dong Hae - the 2nd rapper..
7. Henry - he plays the violin..
that was how they were described to me yesterday..
many thanks to Shi Wen, a Super Junior fan! ^^
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
movie freak!
it is now the 5th day of my 2-week break..
and i haven't done anything useful since it started!
i mean like seriously.. i feel like a piece of junk..
well, except for doing one P3 maths past year,
and cooking dinner for my family since mum wasn't well..
wasn't at home for 2 days and 2 nights..
i didn't do anything stupid like running away from home..
cos i am still quite dependent on my parents..
especially money-wise! hehe..
anyway, let's talk about some happy stuff..
i have finally finished and started some drama series! ^^V
first up is "9 Ends 2 outs"..
it is a Korean series i started since end of last year..
i was just too lazy to wait for it to get loaded.. hehe..
basically, this is not the typical Korean drama..
it revolves around coming of age singles - 30 year-olds!
it uses the baseball theme to compare fate and lives
of coming of age singles - 30 year-olds!
it talks about people facing everyday issues
and how they dealt with their emotions..
how the past influences the present and how they adapt..
the ups and downs of friendship and love..
there are a few love triangles though.. hehe
up next is War Of In-Laws 2 / 野蛮奶奶大战戈师奶
i started this Hong Kong TVB series since February!
i took so long to finish cos i don't really like Bosco..
but this series seemed like Devil Wears Prada..
involves fashion, love and family.. hehe
Liza Wang acts as Ophelia, the iron lady..
who is Elva fashion magazine editor-in-chief..
her son is Kyle Gwo Duk acted by Bosco Wong..
who married Chow Lai Mun, acted by Myolie Wu..
and here goes the story.. blablabla
next show is The Seventh Day / 最美丽的第七天..
it took me 1.5 weeks to finish.. hehe..
the smart YouTube deleted a lot of episodes..
so i had to look for other resources.. not telling ya here! =P
this is another TVB series.. 2008 production!
it involves 2 guys born on the same day of the same year..
they are different people with different attitudes..
so obviously their point of view on love is not the same!
Kevin Cheng acts as Yau Chi Wing/游志穎
an odd job worker who takes relationship seriously..
Bosco Wong acts as Don Hui Wai Yan/ 許懷仁
is money-minded and takes love as a tool to
climb a the social ladder a.k.a. getting richer..
by chance, they both meet their partners..
Chi Wing's is Ling Ka Yan/凌加恩 (acted by Niki Chow)..
Don's is Sasa Wong Chi Kwan/王芷君 (acted by Natalie Tong)
as i said earlier, i have started 2 other series few days ago..
first is a slightly old Korean series Marrying A Millionaire..
this series started with an adaption from
the American reality show with a similar name..
heard of it huh? but this is a Korean version.. hehe
Han Eun Young (acted by Kim Hyun Joo) and
Kim Young Hoon (acted by Ko Soo) are ex-classmates..
Eun Young used to like Young Hoon until she found out
that behind that handsome face is a pea brain..
their paths came across again when they are adults..
PD Yoo Jin Ha (by Yoon Sang Hyun) requested
Young Hoon who does all sorts of jobs for money
to act as the show's millionaire..
8 girls were chosen to be the potential bride..
and one of them is Eun Young.. and blablabla..
i still have 5 more episodes to go la..
so i can't elaborate on what happens next..
but currently, a lot of controversy is going on..
Young Hoon is now a rising star in Seoul..
he still likes Eun Young, and hearts only her..
PD Yoo who is rich likes Eun Young..
Eun Young is in the crossroads of choosing one of them..
the show's host Jung Soo Min (acted by Soon Tae Young)
is a rich man's daughter who likes Young Hoon.. =)
last but not least, the most recent Taiwanese series..
recommended by my cousin, Sis Wui..
called Fated To Love You/命中注定我爱你..=)
it has been aired in Taiwan for a month already..
basically it's about 2 strangers,
Chen Xin Yi/陈欣怡 (acted by Joe ChenQiao En)
Ji Chun Xi/纪存希 (acted by Ethan Ruan Jing Tian)
who went for a cruise with their respective partners..
ended up having a one-night stand with each other..
this happened unexpectedly because..
Chun Xi, a big boss in a big company, was drugged..
XinYi, an office lady, went to the wrong room..
and they thought that each other were their partners..
Anna, Chun Xi's girlfriend did not board the cruise..
she choose her career and left for America..
she has already rejected Chun Xi's proposals many times..
but she knows Chun Xi will wait for her dearly..
Gu Zhe, Xin Yi's supposedly handsome boyfriend..
cheated her with an old widow.. very shocking huh?
he asked herto return to their room and wait for him..
and so the product of their one-night stand?
Xin Yi got pregnant!!
and Chun Xi's grandma forced them to get married..
she's desperate for her great-grandchild! =.=
i think she's the grandma in Bull Fighting too!
but she looks a bit too young to be one la.. haha
ok. enough of spoilers already.. go watch them for yourself!


































































