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i have just finished my MUET speaking test..
and i totally screwed it big time.. like seriously!

the topic given was "Humans' Greatest Weakness"..
four points were given to us to elaborate..
1. desire for food
2. desire for money
3. desire for fame
4. desire for power

so basically we were each given 2 minutes to think
and support the points on our paper..
and then another 2 minutes to talk about it..
i was to talk about the 2nd point..
i know that's the point everyone would agree on..
and had the most things to talk about..
but i only spoke for like a minute and went blank after that!
that is how i screwed myself..

and you know what's the worst thing?
practically my whole group went out of topic..
the guys didn't read the question properly..
so the 1st guy, Christopher actually disagreed on his point..
and went on elaborating about mine..
i was like "err.." and tried to give him signals..
then the examiner reminded him about what he should say..
and he went like "yes, i am talking about it"
and continued disagreeing about his point! *pengsan*

like i have said.. i screwed myself..
the next guy Soon Leng, he talked about the wrong point!
he was going on and on about the 4th point..
when his was actually the 3rd.. swtness..
at the end he had only a few seconds to think and talk!

the girl Pei Qi who said she speaks broken English..
i think she performed the best lor..
she spoke quite fluently and at least she didn't stop like me!

now time for group discussion..
again, the guys started first and went on and on..
their argument was like out of topic..
so i tried bringing it back and they went out again..
then the examiners reminded us to stay on track!
and guess what? we brought our conclusion in 6 minutes..
i saw the clock next to me ma..
it is supposed to be 10 minutes! WTH right?

then we asked the examiners how did we do?
they said "quite bad".. cos we went out of topic..
and when questioned about how bad can it get?
they said "no comment".. =.=

i am so screwed.. i don't think can get Band 5 already lor..
i preferred IELTS speaking test more than this!
at least when i am blank,
the examiner will move on to the next question!
although i must admit that the rest of the MUET papers
were much easier to understand.. hehe..

*prays prays prays*

good thing about MUET?
you get to make more friends!
the familiar strangers i met everyday..
i spoke to them for the first time.. hehe..

oh btw, i did side parking today..
for the first time since the JPJ test.. and i succeeded! ^^

i am crying like nobody's business right now!
locked in my room typing this post..
the reason is because i am both touched and hurt..

TTT_______TTT

i have no idea what went wrong today.. like seriously..
since we returned home quite late last night,
we were at my uncle's house for dinner last night..
we spent like a total of 6 hours there..
it was my late grandpa's birthday yesterday, i didn't know..

all of us had a great time watching tv together, i believed..
first it was the super funny "Super Trio" and continued by
"America's Next Top Model" marathon.. 4 hours consecutively!
both males and females of the family were involved! =P

ya, so i got up late today.. i think around 10am..
i know i am not a good daughter..
Mother's Day also don't wake up early to prepare breakfast..
but i was seriously very tired..
plus i had to wake up very early for MUET yesterday!

after i had freshen up myself, the first thing i did was
give my mum a big hug and a big fat kiss.. *priceless gift*
ok, so during breakfast she was reading the papers..
then she started telling my dad and i about some May 13
article in the Star.. her explanation was somehow unclear..
so i asked some questions to verify la..
after that she left the dining table and i continued eating..

this is where the climax started..
out of the blue, like some 20 minutes later..
my mum started lecturing me with an angry tone..
try and guess what was the reason behind it?
it was my question about "whose baby was that?"
(a baby cried and the guy say it was a cat in that article)

so i was like WTH???
then she started going on about me being so naive..
everything about me also more important about others..
(for me, i will definitely deal with my stuff before kepoh-ing)
continued about how i haven't been helping much with chores!
a kakak comes few times a week, still need my help meh?
isn't washing dishes and collecting clothes considered help?

i didn't argue back like i usually would, if i felt she's wrong..
so she just shut up after that.. ok fine..
my brother came down and started blaming me for
initiating her anger.. and i was like "i didn't do anything!"
and as usual she started scolding both my brothers..
i just tried to ignore her, just in case i kena again!
i told my dad about it as cos he'll listen to me..
so based on this circumstances i like my dad more.. XD

lunch time approached and she still quite mad..
my dad asked us to get ready cos we were going for lunch..
i told him to tell my mum, i don't want to cause any trouble..
i was dressed nicely, went in to the car, shut the door..
then my mum say she don't want to go for the lunch..
she just want to buy some stuff from Tesco.. i was ok at first..
then she continued with "cos we have no sincerity"!!!!

the moment she said that i was damn pissed and hurt..
my bro just opened the car door and stormed out..
i followed his suit not before telling her:
"actually we discussed this with daddy yesterday!"
my tears started rolling and i didn't look back..

my mum can be really nice to people..
rush up and down for everyone except herself..
but sometimes she is really a pain in the ass
or being too sensitive about things that she shouldn't be..
and i felt like giving her a punch during those times!
i would wish i could stay further away from her..
so that i won't end up being like her!

if i am willing to fork out a quarter of my monthly allowance
on a meal for her, dress up, spend time with her instead of
my books and not arguing with her..
i believe i am already sincere..
so obviously i am very hurt by her words.. =(

and just now, i was reading my Form 4 essay titled
"The Person I Would Never Forget".. i wrote about my mum..
i cried.. cos i know she'll never know how much i loved her..
as i don't express myself well and can be quite sarcastic..
she thinks i love my friends more than my family..
but actually i feel that it's about the same..
maybe a little more towards the family! =)

after all these, i went online..
i read Shi Wen's post about PM10 and i cried again..
this time because i was very touched!!
and i know i'll definitely miss PM10 dearly!
i actually prepared a post dedicated to my class days ago..
but i haven't downloaded and uploaded the pictures..
so i'll post it up another day when my emotion stabilises..=)

after re-reading this post..
tears rolled down my cheeks like a stream yet again!

i haven't been doing tags in ages!
since i have no blogspiration just yet, i shall do this..
tagged by Melissa this time.. hehe..

1. What is the most important thing in your life?
my life la.. if not where to find my wonderful family, friends,
my love for *ahem* hot guys or tv series? XD
i seriously need a place in dentistry.. that's important now!

2. What's the last thing you bought with your own money?
with my monthly allowance, my lunch..

3. Where do you wish to get married?
preferably in Malaysia, so that people i am close to come!
then it would be in a hotel with yummy food not rubber..
if i ever marry overseas, garden wedding! *peace*

garden wedding on a nice cooling day *dreams*

Wu Chun

Kenichi

Si Won

Kyuhyun

Britney in the school girl look.. i liked her then!

Disneyland California

this is quite fun! some questions i really have no idea!
should i be happy or sad? lol..


Am-I-Dumb.com - The Dumb Test

anyway, someone save me please!!!
i haven't touched Biology at all!
Maths and Chemistry half way through..*gulps*

i believed that everyone of you knows that Blogger
has this new feature that publishes our scheduled posts?
means that my 3 months soon-to-be absence
will not result in a dead blog! this is good news to me!
i should start having some blogspiration now.. =P

anyway, i was looking at my some of draft posts..
and i found this interesting.. dated back to 13 October 2007:

few days back in college before AS Finals..
my class representative, Yik Sheng (Yik) started a
conversation between Yizhen (Yz), Eu Nee (Nee),
Sun Mei (Mei), Melissa (Mel), Shi Wen (Wen) and i (me).

please note that nearly everyone in my class, 0701PM10
intend to further our studies in medical line,
with exception of Yizhen who wants to be a lawyer..

presenting the yummylicious "Special Milo Dinosour"..=)

i think my left hand is accident-prone, like seriously!
you don't believe? i'll prove it..

on Saturday morning i went to have my blood test done..
i saw the same young but balding guy holding the needles..
a year ago, after extracting 3 syringes of my blood,
he left a bruise on my hand.. T.T
so i got kinda paranoid la, i informed my dad about him..

when it was my turn, my dad lectured that guy a little..
informing that i am quite afraid of him..
so this time, after tightening my hand and due to fear..
he whacked it for like 3 minutes?
just to see the vein more clearly!
and with just 1 poke *phew* last time twice leh!
he extracted 3 ml of my blood.. and i was thankful!

the next day i found a freaking bruise.. around 5cm long!
and till today it's still there.. T___T
but my dad don't seem to have any bruise on his hand..
is it the guy's unskillfulness? or me and my lousy vein?

just take a look at my left arm.. sigh..

this sad case is my left pinky! it did hurt a little..

can't resist the temptation.. just for remembrance! =)

the front cover..

the back

one of the group picture.. L-R: Calvin, Jiro, Aaron, Chun..

leaving his mark.. *conteng-conteng*

gazing far away~ *loves*

sorry la, i have no idea why i have this much urge to blog!
i really need to study after this..
i think i only studied a total of 3 hours this week! T__T

anyway, last night my cousin treated us for dinner..
he's the cousin who gets to go to nearly every concert F-O-C!!
i don't know how or why.. but i very jealous lor..
i'll make sure i get Fahrenheit concert tickets from him.. VIP!
if Fahrenheit is going to have concert here la.. i hope so.. XD

so we went to The Waterfront @ ParkCity..
which is located inside Desa Park City.. obviously la..
Desa Park City is located near Kepong i think..
that place freaking nice lor.. like some Australian township..
ok, more like the enclosed living environment..
check out this website for more information.. =)

after the guard house, you'll see a lot of nice houses!
you'll have to go further in before you'll reach this place..

The Waterfront @ ParkCity

pH9 water.. wonder how it tastes like?

later on we had our dinner at Kluang Station..

cousin's Nasi Ayam Merah

mum's Kluang Laksa.. spicy and soury..

dad's Beef Rendang..

the other 4 of us ordered Hainanese Chicken Chop!
as a pure Hainanese, i didn't know this dish existed.. haha

Chicken Wings.. finger lickin' good.=)

Spring Roll

my bro and the Kluang coffee he insisted on buying!

p/s: something unrelated.. this is quite nice too! =)

this is my 100th post! *claps claps*

i actually planned to blog about something else..
but then i changed my mind 30 minutes ago!

i just came across this video in someone's blog..
it was from 13 October 2007's Star King episode..
Star King is a Korean talent show, just to let you know..
and Super Junior is the guest artist for this episode.. =)

presenting Charice Pempengco from Philippines..
then a 15 year 0ld (actually 14 but in her Korean age +1)..
who will mesmerize you with her powerful rendition
of the song "And I am Telling You I Am Not Going"..
and she's definitely not lip-syncing!



did you see the priceless expression on the faces of SuJu?
they were so cute! the audiences were awed by her too!
are you? i definitely am!

anyway, Charice thinks Kyu Hyun is the best in SuJu..
so she chose him among 13 of them to duet with her..
the Aladdin theme song "A Whole New World"..
very fantasy like.. hehe.. here you go!



i watched this video over and over again..
so touching right? and she gets a hug too! aww..
and OMG! i think i just fell in love with Kyu Hyun's voice!
i never realize how amazing his voice is until i saw this..
plus he looks way better now with black hair.. H.O.T.!!!
his my 2nd favourite SJM member now.. hee~

p/s: the 1st video is nearly reaching 3 million views..
while the 2nd video is over a million views! XD

is Charice Pampengco's voice still stuck in your head?
are you interested to be a fan of hers?
if yes, then go to Charice's Official Fan Site!
she looks way prettier now compared to few months ago..
and her single "I Have Nothing" is out too! =)